As I’m Desperately Studying…
…why do I come to tumblr to vent? Because I realized I lost myself…again. I now admit and understand that my life is a cycle, but honestly, that won’t stop me from trying to change again. I’m sorry God. I drifted so far from you to the point where I no longer even know if I know you anymore. This was a really weird week. I’ve been hearing of You quite often. I truly believe that it is You speaking to me through others. I thought I was alone on this, yet you showed me that there are numerous of people like me surrounded around me. Lord, I really need to change. It’s no longer what I want, but I need to. The way my life is going now, I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore.. All I want to say is that I still love you and want to know you…
5:52 pm |
June 1 2012
"Danch": In my years of dating experience and heartbreak, I have learned one...
graciellejune:
In my years of dating experience and heartbreak, I have learned one big lesson. A man will never be able to keep his word, or love unconditionally, if he doesn’t know God. A man who doesn’t live his life for others is a selfish man, and no woman wants to be with a man who loves his reflection more…
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5:46 pm |
June 1 2012
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Final Decision.
Oh God, where to begin? Life is moving way too fast. It’s moving so fast that I can barely keep up with it. Anyway, after being in quite a funk for a good few days, I’ve finally made a decision;
I don’t care what other people think about me anymore. I admit, I care way too much about what other people think and say. For example, if someone says anything negative about me, I would change that characteristic about me as fast as I can. But seriously no more. I had to get this out before I start my essay. Forreal, no more trying to fit other people’s wants and needs. I’m going to do what I WANT TO DO. NOT WHAT YOU WANT. If you don’t like me for who I am? Well then, what can I say? That sucks for you. I’m not gonna let shit get to me anymore. Love me for the way I am, or don’t love me at all. I finally found my problem. Okay, that is all. No more changing for others. There will be an elongated version of this post soon, but I have an essay to write. So PEACE for now.
11:04 pm |
May 20 2012
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Anonymous asked: Why do you take so many pics of yourself
Get over it… It’s just a part me.
10:56 pm |
May 20 2012
Anonymous asked: You're honestly such a character. You make me laugh
Haha I’m glad I could make you laugh.
10:55 pm |
May 20 2012
Anonymous asked: do you wear brown cos you think you the shit?
mhmm. how’d you know?
10:55 pm |
May 20 2012
Anonymous asked: i got ma eyezzzz on youuuuuuu ;)
LOL
11:46 pm |
May 8 2012
Anonymous asked: I don't want to put you on blast, but are you dating someone?
Nope! If I was, I would put him on blast, because I don’t hide stuff like this to the public. If I was dating someone, you wouldn’t even have to ask this, because you’d already know.
11:46 pm |
May 8 2012